THE GRACE OF OUR LORD IS A MAGICAL LIGHT IN OUR LIVES
The small good we do it helps us to grow. In our small ways we can make the difference
Give a hand to those who need it God will do the same when you ask.
Nothing is impossible in the world of Mankind. It is only the humans who made the barrier to divide




   

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The Maya Ancient Code says the end of the world falls on 23/12/2012

Scientists expect the next reversal of the earth's magnetic poles to occur around AD2030 source JM Harwood & SCR Malin writing in Nature 12/2/76

I have nothing to teach the world. Truth and non violence are as old as the hills
MK Gandhi


Love is blind you forget to use your eyes; the mind freezes in lust, and you dont know what happens when you give it all
God is heaven. God is hell. Any road you take He waits for you. No question ask only a sign 'Welcome home, my children'

Depression the dead soul; living the smell of flowers bloom

Leaders are made by speech writers


The world is money, man & women, wine song sex & dream then diseases and looking for faith


The man who is not ready to take a risk condemns himself to being a small timer all his life - Meyer Lansky in The Secret by Harold Robbins



The winds that blow - ask them, which leaf of the
tree will be next to go SOSEKI


In nature a repulsive caterpillar turns into a lovely butterfly. But with human beings a lovely butterfly turns into a repulsive caterpillar ANTON CHEKHOV

The bottom line is...whatever you want. Whatever is really important to you, what you'll work for, give up everything for. The bottom line is what you will kill for MADELEINE WEYBOURNE in The Bottom Line by John Harman

For one who is honoured, Dishonour is worse than death BHAGAVAD GITA

Get into passion rule the rose!

You learn through your wondering mind otherwise what are you?

Trust people but don't trust the devil in them


You create the good life with little help from friends


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one minute it takes to make a difference

Criminal is made by society divide

Sex is a gift from God
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Strings the guitar for a tune
I try hard to get it right
I don’t feel the melody
It is playing in the wind

I look helplessly
I get the strings
There is no melody
I hear the soft whispering

The lighted atmosphere
I touch my life on the glow
Strumming it away
Believing I am the rocking star
In my own home I try

My mind goes to work
I make it easy on my way
Let it be actively involved
It comes to soothe the soul

Strings the guitar
I let the fingers do the work
My mind floats in dream
I let myself fly
Anyway I want
Like the wind



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The year going to close
I don’t have magic to give
I am just a plain guy
Searching it all in the net

Knock on doors
Peep into windows
There is something
But I am just a guy

What you know?
Life gives me the smile
I see many
I taste it too
As I go for the honey
The bees buzzing me
I take it along
I feel my world
Sitting by the screen
Fingers escape reality

The year going to close
I am just a plain guy
Shifting my gears
Nothing will change
I will sit by the notebook
Looking at pictures
I see the faces
Popping up every time
And my words keep flowing
Touching hearts and souls
Life enjoying it before it closes its doors
Then time stands still
Listening to the grace



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Merdeka!
50 years of independence

The races march to harmony
Waving Jalur Gemilang

The sea of smiling faces
A tomorrow comes

One voice one country one vision
Opportunities abound

Sharing inbound and outbound energy
The harmonious swing marching in unity

Negara-ku my country
In all walks of lives










50 years down the road
The song of harmony

The tread of warm relationship
Amongst the people in the country

The sea of smile
The gestures of tolerance

Warming up for all
It is there to be seen

Wave the flag
The proud of nation
One country one vision













It is not how many A’s you scored
In the world of choices
It is what you learned and practiced
It will take you beyond your dreams

Straight A’s in schools
Honored graduates in universities
It doesn’t tell a thing
Until you start making your own history
In the working environment
In the business world

In the world of cut-throat choices
You have to start from zero
In it you will carve your marks
To be a hero or nobody

The choices are in your hands
Mark of genius or slave to your own
You make your stand
Live it or regret through years

Straight A’s doesn’t mean you arrive
It is just the beginning
What you are made to make your life
Interesting or washed out on the streets
It is a choice
You make as you go searching your dreams




A beautiful day
On my house balcony I see
The clear white and blue sky
It shines bright inviting to cherish

The main range mountain
Solid as ever across the country
I stand there watching
As the beautiful clouds skipping by

Just watch the beautiful green slopes
Caressing together united as one
On the rugged mountain ranges
Life must be beautiful all the times

The green mountain
Sometimes there is misty glow
In the early morning rise
In the evening sun set too

On my house balcony
I take a short of memory
The beautiful white and blue clouds
Rapping away in my eyes






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Friday, February 05, 2010
the mind conjures
 

The dimlit world

The mind alone will do

When you close your eyes

The way it will not


The temperatures of life

Within the scope you find

It is just natural to realize

Good and bad things

Come different time


The wind of change

The rustling breeze disappear

Blowing somewhere else

Only the caressing memory


The thunders and lightnings

The war in the mind.........

The flaming sky colourful lights

There is hope the pulse racing


On the ground the pathways

Lining up every trace to remember

The whisper of the wind

The empty house light burning

Only in the mind driving the loneliness wild

Posted at 01:00 pm by lanaibeach
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Monday, February 01, 2010
the title on family tree
 

When you climb the family tree

With a title and more on the way

You realize age has caught on

You know it is true...............

And the time how does it go?


Age comes with wisdom

Knowledge and certain degree of aura

People seem to say........

Yet must one follow?


Individually needs still must find

Even years come along to seek

The patience of sharing into it

The remarkable human spirits

On the wisdom of a family tree

A title freely given


As the years moving on

You will keep the title....

Nobody can take it away

You have to live up with it

Posted at 10:26 am by lanaibeach
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Monday, January 25, 2010
it isnt an easy task
 


SAHM isn't a peace of cake

You sweat it out from wee morning

Until the babies go to sleep

By then your energy low

And the boredom reeks your mind


It isn't an easy task

Watching and caring kids

They take out much of your energy

With household chores nobody hardly around

Adult conversation with the wind

You become the baby talk expert


When you sit alone

Thinking on the sacrifices you do

Leaving you with no decent conversation

You begin to realize

Is it worth the effort?”


So think on the opportunity cost

For your own self worth...one must be greedy

To hold on to one's belief in life pursuits

Doing SAHM isn't a cup of tea

It takes a lot of sacrifices and mental energy


For the active person like you

You can't stay coop up within 4 walls

You have to go enjoying company of adults

Get the vibes of sharing and ranting

When you come home

You have the energy to box your chores

Of life and children smiling...“Mom home!”


Posted at 01:44 pm by lanaibeach
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Tuesday, December 08, 2009
goodbye mother 6
 


Goodbye mother

You give us life

You give us living

You give your sacrifices

You give us your time


We will cherish

The memories we hold

Now that you have gone

On your ripe old age


You wait for me

Holding your breath

Until I arrive

Get for you

The burial site

In Fairy Park

Exactly 24 hours

You leave us


I know you leave with few regrets

Knowing you haven't done as much as you desired

I will get it done for your grandchildren...............

I know you can't give them any more


Goodbye mother

We will cherish the memories

Yet life must be going on living

Now go in peace

You aren't alone in your journey

You have your loved ones with you

May the Lord bless you always


Posted at 08:39 pm by lanaibeach
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mother 5
 

The sun is bright

The wind is cool

The butterflies in the garden

I keep busy never changing routines


Thinking backwards

The history of the past

The hardship I endured

The long journey to break free


When I was growing up

My mother is there to oversea

She never lets her brood playing truant

Telling lies and using bad languages

The cane will come right down

There is no escape


She tries her best growing up years

Alone single handedly she works hard

Thinking the best she could..........

Surviving is what she has done


The toils and hardships

The years spent in the villages

Kampong Kuantan and Kampong Tengah

The good and bad times memories last


Now she is on her last journey

She hardly complains as she takes it on

The heartbeats have stopped breathing on apparatus

On medications the journey she endures


I hope she has no regrets

Deep down I know she had

She enjoys certain passing happiness

Seeing the children grown up

Grandchildren came to be part of her life


Mother you give your best

You try hard to make us civilize

Living on our own; life has to go on

Goodbye mother the journey has just begun

In the world you will go

You will glow as you step into it

The Kingdom of the Lord where life will be free

Posted at 01:30 pm by lanaibeach
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mother 4
 


My mother finally sent her to hospital

I gave the green light from far away

My brothers and sisters couldn't make the decision

Now she is in doctor said why so late


The results were bad

Lungs infection, heart problems

Kidneys failure life on balance

Legs swollen her life sleeping away


Now I got a call

My mother's heart stopped

On medications to ease her pain

The end of the road finally arrives


I had seen deaths

In my life time I travelled

And I always say it is a journey

For what one will do and gain

The next world learn the correct ways

What life should be like


Old age finally

The old diseases swinging by

My mother keeps it to herself

As stubborn as a mule I knew

When I was young growing up years


She makes her sacrifices

The years she has

Life can be kinder still

I hope she enjoys her last few years

Visiting and travelling some

She said she has to do it

Else next time she may not


How true!

The last 2 years she changed a lot

Yet she never complains

As usual she says she is alright


Now she will be gone

Only surviving on medications

Time has finally arrived

Mother dear you make your best

Posted at 01:25 pm by lanaibeach
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mother 3
 

The years of her life

She did what she knows best

Bringing up her children single handedly

Asking for no help proud as she was

She handled her problems head on


Without proper education

She learned hard the way she could

Knowing nobody could help her

She has to shoulder on

For the children she has no choice


Back in kampong Kuantan

The village bliss peaceful surrounding

A house she bought life could be better

Rearing poultry and about Malay women witches

Scared the children dare not go to the well

Where the old women would take shower

In the late evening setting sun


Growing up years

About ghosts and pondans

Where an uncle would cross dress

He had his trunk full of female costumes

After much pleading he did parade

We had a good laugh those years gone away


The easy life in the kampong

Got canned the most I did

Naughty and not the favourite

I did most of the work

As a young boy growing up

I knew about hardship

The way life could have


Yet my mother did

The way she thought best

As I was growing up

I knew I had to make it on my own


Life in kampong Kuantan

The good peaceful life changed

She sold her house I didnt know why

Even today I don't ask



Into one room house

She rented cheap

Now in Kampong Tengah

She did the best she could


Chopping woods

I had to carry

From the secondary forest

Back to the village


She had to wash clothes

To earn some money to survive

Years on the village

Developments came

The villagers uprooted

Compensation paid

And a two room house

One year later May 13 erupted

Gunshots could be heard


Yet she struggled

She didn't complain

She took it as it was

Life must go on......


Children grew up

They left the nest

Some stayed around

Others gone far away

Planted themselves elsewhere

Trying to make a better life

Some never make it

Fate deals with them differently


Yet my mother carries on

Struggling her life

With grandchildren she handled

Feeding them asking no returns

Then they too grew up

They left forgotten about their grandmother

And the times she spent with them



The years gone by

I managed to pay off her house

Gradually I wasn't around any more

I was on job settling in different states

Until my own home state

It has exchanged totally.........

The years I was away

I become a visitor

Not the naturally born of the place


My mother stays on

Amongst her own crowd and relatives

Some gone too I wasn't told

My uncles and aunties left this world


Few years ago her husband gone

Then her youngest son followed suit

Two years ago her son-in-law passed away

Gone bitten by dengue fever


Yet she doesn't say much

She knows life has to go on

She was saying her time has arrived

It lingers on for a few years


She did a few trips

Visiting her uncle and her late sister

Then she was confined at her home

Old age finally takes her toll

Within 9 months I saw her

She has gone badly in body

Last November when I saw her

She has really turned the worst


Now she can't move

She can't talk even

Just 3 weeks ago I saw her

She has turned bad today


I know she has some regrets

Yet she lived to the fullest

She becomes a great grandmother

A life she knows must go on living


Posted at 01:22 pm by lanaibeach
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Friday, December 04, 2009
my mother 2
 

Now the old woman

She has her time of trials

The life she leads she may have her regrets

Marrying a man arranged by her mother


From a rich family background

She thought it could be a life of bliss

When she went into the marriage

It was downhill since


I remembered she ran away

Living the children behind

I was the one who asked her to return

When I saw her in her aunty's house

Reluctantly she went home

For the sake of her children

She got beating

The husband of no compassion

Only when the children grew up

He finally left staying with his rich sister

Until he passed away years ago


Now the old woman

My mother lying still

This morning I got a call

I think she knows her time


Neighbours told me

When I visited her in November

She had been seeing ghost of her people

Waiting for her.........

About my late younger sister

And her late no good husband

And her mother..........my grandmother

Who shielded me from harm from my mother


Now as I got the information

Lying still she can't move.........

Suddenly she turns for the worst

As her fire flow she knows her time

As she saw me last in November

Posted at 02:10 pm by lanaibeach
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my mother
 

The old woman feeling so sad

Age has caught with her

The children all gone separate ways

The grandchildren hardly come by

She watches her life

A sad story I knew..............

Yet she is still stubborn

From young till growing old


The drumbeats of her life

Struggling to feed her children

Working whatever she could find

Carrying log of woods from rubber trees

Working as a washerwoman

As long as it was an honest job

She was willing to give a try

Just to put food and clothing

So the children couldn't go hungry


The years were hard

The decades she tried

Never gave it up

As long as she could find


Now when I see her again

She has shrinked owing to old age

For over 9 months she changes

Now neighbours say she sees images

Of those she knew passing away


Yet she doesn't want to complain

She takes it as her due in life

The old woman eyes growing old

Refusing to wear spectacle

She says she doesn't need one any way


Now her days are spent

Sitting on the chair waiting for her time

I do what I can with money

Visiting her whenever I am in town


I remembered her sacrifices

I remembered the hardship she endured

I remembered I got the worst from her anger

Yet she is still my mother............

In a state of poor health


Posted at 01:55 pm by lanaibeach
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Monday, November 16, 2009
it isnt easy
 


It isnt easy

Rocking the 12 million visitors

Now you got it

Congratulations!


Say may say many things

It is each to his/her own

Let them parade here

Allowing them the choice


Each of us must have our rights

In whatever small ways to write

In our society

Multi-cultural religious background

And the cauldron of political cake


So next year your own battle

May Allah be with you through your trials

Be like Samy NST drop the case

Let freedom shine in our lives

As well as you saudara Rocky


Posted at 01:38 pm by lanaibeach
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